I’d like to meet someone who is interested in me; someone who is curious about me. My first girlfriend who died recently was so. She loved hearing about my life with its ups and downs, and was genuinely excited when I found a mate. I think I took that for granted, and was often annoyed when she wanted more details when I only answered in … Continue reading Hopeless love.
So, so much has happened, and it’s all good. 🙂 I finally deleted Facebook again, for the third time. I was slightly pressured by the gallery and my old school to get back on it to promote my art show. I found out that I don’t think I can relate with much of the new ways of our society anymore. I lost a third of … Continue reading Anyway…
So we are going back to Goa for some Ayurvedic treatments and Delhi for some shopping. I will try to post everyday here, depending on a Wifi signal. So I obviously didn’t post everyday. I took the opportunity to completely chill and let go of all this non sense; unplug if you will. We ate on the other roof top this time and I liked … Continue reading Back to Goa, and Delhi (2018)
I was hesitant to share this. I guess because it still is difficult to look at his photo. My little baby cat Rama died. He was hit by a car, I guess. Someone found him in the alley behind the building. They wrapped him in some paper and left him in the communal garden. My friend came knocking, crying, asking when was the last time … Continue reading Loss & pain
I entered an art show in Saint Louis. I don’t know why I did it. Maybe it was to just test to see what is out there. Anyway my stuff won best in show. Yay! This means I have a $100 gift card to Artmart, a local art supply place. I have to remove my work tonight. I have no idea what I could buy … Continue reading So I won something
I have thought about ending life many times but lately the feeling is getting stronger. I just don’t see the purpose of all of this crap. We is absolutely no point to this existence. Greed has made man a demon and he is destroying everything that is worth a damn. Everyone is nicely settled in their own bubble. Usually I think of doing art when … Continue reading Weird day, weird life.
Here is my second bracelet. This one is made with Brass. Brass is so much harder than Copper. Continue reading Primitive Elegance
I finally have my studio set up. Here is the first piece that came out. 🙂 It's a copper bracelet with etching Continue reading New bracelet!
Mom and I organize trips to India every year centered around Ayurveda. This year we went to Mandrem Goa. Goa is unlike any other Indian State. It was colonized by the Portuguese and still has a strong Catholic presence as well as the taste for alcohol. This is probably why most people, including Indians, go there to have fun and party on the beach without … Continue reading Trip to Goa
So I just watched the Super Bowl. It was interesting to watch and the athletes were amazing. Both teams gave their best. However it is crazy to see the amount of money and attention that goes into something like this…a game, entertainment, a distraction. It is sickening to see the team’s owners in their special boxes looking down at their investments like Caesar looking down … Continue reading Caesar watching the Super Bowl
I cannot help it. It is just too beautiful. I found a few more pics I want to post here. This is where I hung out with a cup of coffee chilling and listening to roosters signing and sometimes the rain coming in. My family owns some property in the mountains. This is the view from the balcony looking down at the river. … Continue reading Ok, more about my home.
So this might be my last post from Guadeloupe for now since I am back in the frigid cold of Saint Louis Missouri. I absolutely love this beach. I don’t like to be where there are many people. This beach was perfect for me also because I could find many corals that I want to use to make jewelry. I’ve made a small video for … Continue reading Secluded beach in Guadeloupe
I haven’t been home in a while so my friends brought me to a secluded beach. It is such a lovely intimate quiet place. I spent the whole time looking for beautiful pieces of corals on the shore. I took comfort in the sounds of the waves crashing and wind and birds up above. I collected quite a few coral pieces. I am hoping to … Continue reading Coral beach
A slice of American political landscape through the eyes of a bohemian lost soul. Continue reading I feel like disappearing
So Jennifer and I went to Chicago for a much needed one day mini vacation. We had a great time. We travel well. Maybe it’s because we are easy, lol. We got there in time for breakfast so we went to Cafe Sel Marie. It’s a great place for breakfast and lunch in Lincoln Square. Then we went to one of my favorite store Merz … Continue reading A Much needed break.
I’ve been thinking about how and why we bury our dead. In all movies and books they show people gathering around a hole in the ground. In this hole lays a corpse. Next to it is a mound of dirt waiting to fill the hole. Once every one gathered around has shown some sort of respect we then fill the hole. As if the main … Continue reading Burial or Cat Poop
I just received my macro lens for my Note 4 smartphone and I found this pretty little thing. Continue reading Beautiful corpse.
Every year my mom and I bring people to India. This is Varanasi. We’re on our way to see the Ayurvedic doctor. Varanasi is a holly city right on the Ganges (Ganga) river. Shiva is the main deity. There is one temple right on the river where they cremate bodies 24 hours a day. It’s an amazing ritual that has gone on for more than … Continue reading Rickshaw ride with friends in India!
Jenn in French quarter New Orleans. I love that place! Continue reading French quarter
It is surreal to be out of saint Louis. The sounds and images bombarding my brain are confusing at times. I forget how quickly one gets used to his surroundings and think that this is the whole world. I love thinking and dreaming but nothing compares to actually physically moving your ass somewhere else. I’m at Newark airport with friends on the way to Delhi, … Continue reading Off to Varanasi…again