my little heart…


I was walking through the park today. The air was cold, not too cold. There was stillness within and without. Upon a path I saw a small tree. It had lost all it’s plumage, all but a few and that’s when I saw it. It was my little heart. It was perched on the highestContinue reading “my little heart…”

So I’m so confused.


I think it’s more confusing because I made the mistake of thinking that I would never be confused like that again, hehehe. I feel so weird and lost, yes lost and scared. I feel my life has been flipped upside down yet nothing has changed…weird. The change must be in me. It’s stemming out ofContinue reading “So I’m so confused.”

This is how I feel today.


I woke up early today, even before the sun. There was something in the air. I got up and looked out my window and that’s when I saw it, the rain. It was coming like a blanket of haze. I quickly closed the window and went on the covered patio. I laid atop the tableContinue reading “This is how I feel today.”

Personal Year 7…a time for analysis and understanding


This is my year: A 7 personal year promises to be a very introspective year, a period of some pause and reflection between very active years in your life. This year should provide you with some time for gaining some understanding of yourself, and you are apt to spend a good bit of time inContinue reading “Personal Year 7…a time for analysis and understanding”

Fascinating!!! I think I hate my family


I truly do. What a fucking bunch of conniving selfish morons. I guess I want to vent. I feel the hatred and rage coming up through my veins all the way up to my head. I just don’t understand. I’m happiest away from them. I feel closer to strangers than I do my own fleshContinue reading “Fascinating!!! I think I hate my family”

A message from my friend Benny


About bombing NYC, Madrid & London Dear friends,These days we are all from London. Yesterday we were from New York andMadrid.Our duty is to keep on living with faith & love inspite of obstacles andtragedies that we can found in our path through life.It is a nonsense to darken our lifes, to get blinded byContinue reading “A message from my friend Benny”

Tiny bubble


I’m a tiny bubblefloating on the topI ride with the waveswith no end in mindyou can see underneathif you’re aboveyou can see aboveif you’re belowI’ve seen strange creaturesabove and belowI’ve seen sunlight and the rainbowI don’t know where I came frombut this I knowone daythis tiny bubble will pop!and the air that was containedwithin theContinue reading “Tiny bubble”

I live in my head


I live in my headwhile some are trying to get an out of body experienceI’m trying to feel minethoughts are projected on my mind-screenI’d say they’re mine but they’re notothers have the samemaybe thoughts are like radio wavesand we are the receiver/transmitterpicking up broadcastsI wonder if we have preset stationslike the Christian channel, NPRI wonderContinue reading “I live in my head”

Difference between knowledge & Information


IS THERE A DIFFERENCE BETWEEN KNOWLEDGE AND INFORMATION? Well, I’ll tell you a little story, when my daughter Kian was about 2 or 3 we were driving thru the loop in U-City and she spotted a crow and yelled: “papa, regarde!” which means:”papa! look!” (we speak French to each other). I glanced at the birdContinue reading “Difference between knowledge & Information”

My theory on alien abduction


MY THEORY ON ALIEN ABDUCTION. I believe that the brain records everything whether you remember it or not. All sensations that you had since childbirth, and probably before, are stored there. What struck me about these stories of abduction was the similarity between them. They all see this bright light, they are then probed, tested,Continue reading “My theory on alien abduction”

Re-incarnation VS Re-distribution


I don’t believe in re-incarnation, I believe in re-distribution.Re-incarnation: meaning to re-enter the flesh, again… Our flesh is made up of “borrowed” particles such as calcium for bone, water for blood, etc… These particles, when we die, become free from the “glue” that binds them together. They are dispursed into the cosmos and are re-cycledContinue reading “Re-incarnation VS Re-distribution”

And it will be beautiful…


The sweat sticks to my shirt, it’s humid and grey.In my heart the sunshines with clouds and all, the ocean is here as well.Electricity runs through the sky of my mind.The tree leaves are waving bye bye.Stand up! I think.Stand and rise amongst the sleepers.Walk towards the clarity and touch the matrix of being.The lightContinue reading “And it will be beautiful…”

Life's what you make of it…Get me out of here! :)


Life is what you make of it….That seems right, right? Actually all you can change is your perception. So, maybe life is the same all the time, without any particular qualities? Then all of us “choses” to see it one way or another. I was born into this world and when I arrived a greatContinue reading “Life's what you make of it…Get me out of here! :)”